tough

it's hard to think about how there's only one more year of this left. I hope there are people like this in the grown-up world.

New Resolution

I am not supporting shitty businesses anymore. I will not. From now on, it's only closeouts and thrift stores.

the end.

Hands

Once this old lady at work told me that one day I'd look down while putting on a shirt and suddenly I'd see that my hands are my mother's hands.

well, I think it's happening. I don't mind though. My mom is beautiful.

In accordance with my New Year's Resolutions

I haven't eaten any bacon in 2010.

you're all talk

I appreciate that you whispered

"if he was here, I would beat him up"

at the party but it's too late now

because that happened two years ago

and if you wanted to help,

you shouldn't have left me alone

anyway I don't need you

at least not for beating up boys

who I used to be in love with.

New Year's Resolutions

1. Eat healthier. Not so much cheese n crackers, not so much bacon, not so much processed food, not so many SWEETS! Learn to cook more stuff! (no heart attacks at age 30, ok.)

2. Work harder. Do homework as soon as it's assigned! It will be easier and more enjoyable this way.

3. Clean room, and keep it clean. . . this will be easy if I do #2.

4. Be ambitious and independent!!! Do what you have to do.

I keep feeling like I'm sitting in AnnMarie LeBlanc's office waiting for my letter about whether I passed sophomore review or not.