I hope I'll be just fine in the end.

I know it's for the best but

I can't help but feel immeasurably sad and miserable.

tough

it's hard to think about how there's only one more year of this left. I hope there are people like this in the grown-up world.

New Resolution

I am not supporting shitty businesses anymore. I will not. From now on, it's only closeouts and thrift stores.

the end.

Hands

Once this old lady at work told me that one day I'd look down while putting on a shirt and suddenly I'd see that my hands are my mother's hands.

well, I think it's happening. I don't mind though. My mom is beautiful.

In accordance with my New Year's Resolutions

I haven't eaten any bacon in 2010.

you're all talk

I appreciate that you whispered

"if he was here, I would beat him up"

at the party but it's too late now

because that happened two years ago

and if you wanted to help,

you shouldn't have left me alone

anyway I don't need you

at least not for beating up boys

who I used to be in love with.